| Location | Sheffield |
| Age | 6 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 08/08/2001 |
| Date of Death | 07/10/2007 |
| Visitors | 9,465 since 24/10/2007 |
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My Precious Princess My brave little Granddaughter who lost her fight with Cancer on Oct 7th 2007. I
miss her so much. This is my tribute to My brave little Princess
from the proudest Nanna Ever.
I knew Ellie was going to be a girl whilst her Mum was still carrying her no idea how i knew but
after 3 lovely Sons a girl was the icing on the cake .I have her scan picture and I wrote on it My
Princess and dated it and her Mum still had 4 mths to go . On
8th August,, Ellie came into this world Gorgeous!!!! .Right all pretty dresses and little shoes was
on the agenda .Not for long though as soon as Ellie could choose herself it was jeans & trainers as
bad as the boys lol.She had her own opinions at an early age and let you know it ,,,She was my
shadow i washed the dishes Ellie dried always by my side if not in my bed.Ellie was a treasure to be
with ,,,,Her cheeky smile would melt your heart and she soon had you wrapped around her
finger,,,,,,
Ellie came for a holiday to Malta and wasnt well on her return to the Uk she was admitted to
hospital and after suspected appendicities the outcome was that Ellie had suspected Leukemia after
numerous tests D day arrived ,,,,.On Andys( Ellies Daddy )Birthday April 27th 2005 we took Ellie to
find out the test results .How can your brain fool you all the signs were there but I refused to
believe it could happen to Her !!!!!!! .Andy ,Ellie sleeping on
my knees due to the morphine & all the medication and I went into the Drs room and he asked me to
take Ellie outside i still didnt click what was happening .I sat staring at Ellie and the door
handle waiting for Andrew to come out and say its all a mistake .Well Andy came out about 45 mins
later and I said is it Leukemia he said no and for 1 sec my heart jumped Thank God i thought till
Andy said I wish it was.His eyes red from crying his face is still very vivid .
It was Neuroblastoma Ellie the Drs said had a 20-25 percent chance of surviving the terrible illness
. She went through hell as we all did my heart would bleed watching her .She was too young to go
through all that pain ,,,,Why Her !!!!! I asked every day & prayed leave her alone Take me please
but just leave her alone .,,,The one & only thing she complained about and she really hated was the
feed tube in her nose .( Nanna worked that out didnt i Ellie ),,,,,All though the odds was against
her she survived this and went into remmision for around 12 weeks.That was Ellie stack the odds
against her and boy would she fight .
December 2006 ,
Ellie was readmitted to hospital to the worst news anyone would ever want to hear It was back and
terminal I felt like someone had put a knife through my heart ,,,,,,.We were all totally devastated
Back to fighting but against no odds this time .She fought like crazy for 10 months and sadly the
Cancer won .When she was very close to dying i went back to Malta did i want to see her actually go?
I was terrified at the thought of losing her.I still did not want to believe it,,,,,, Sounds crazy i
know but the thought of it actually occuring terrified me ,, So Two flights in less than 18 hours
back to the Uk and im glad i did .All of us was with her no one knowing what to say or do ,,, I
rubbed her little ears as this is how she used to sleep & cuddled her tight willing her to remain
with us .The worst thing i have ever seen in my whole life Seeing her laid there and being utterly
useless was agonising.,,, The nurse told me she had waited for me to be there .No idea if it was
true but nice of her to say it I really believe she did .......Im the proudest Nanna ever to have
known My Precious Princess even for way too short a time .She graced this earth not long enough .She
is one in a million in my eyes always was & always will be .
Shes Loved way to Deeply ever to be forgotten .I pray shes happy with her little Angel Friends as
she really deserves Happiness.Shes My Love, My life, My Princess .xxxxxxx
A PARENTS HEARTACHE
A grieving parent is someone who will never forget there child no matter how painful memories are.
A grieving parent is someone who yearns to be with there child but cannot conceive leaving their living ones.
A grieving parent is someone who has part of a heart as the rest has gone with their child.
A grieving parent is someone who begs for relief from the memories which plague them and then feels guilty when they get it.
A grieving parent is someone who pretends to be happy and enjoying life when they are really dying inside.
A grieving parent is someone who can cry or laugh at the drop of a hat whenever they remember their beloved child.
A grieving parent is someone who feels as if they have just lost their child yesterday no matter how much time has passed.
A grieving parent is someone who fears for their remaining family because they cannot bear to have any more losses.
A grieving parent is someone who sits by their child's memorial and feels a knife stabbing their heart.
A grieving parent is someone who wants to help others who have lost a loved one because somehow others loss is theirs all over again
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Hugs For Special Friends .
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love elizabeth xxx
I give you this one thought to keep -
I am with you still - I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the sweet uplifting rush,
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft starts that shine at night.
Do not think of me as gone -
I am with you still in each new dawn.
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Good night Ellie xxxx
In my dreams you are alive and well
Precious Child, Precious Child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious Child, Precious Child
In my soul, there is a hole
that can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious Child, you left too soon
Tho it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever...in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious Child, Precious Child
But in this world, I was left to grieve
Precious Child, My precious Child
God knows I want to hold you
see you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
~~ Dancing In Heaven ~~
The angels are dancing in the starlight tonight
Lighting the stars with candles so bright
Smiling as they dance through the heaven above
Caressing the startips with satin laced gloves
The stars twinkled brightly to let the angels know
No matter where they dance the starlight will glow
Waltzing in time to the harps lovely tune
Winking to the smile on the face of the moon
Open your eyes stare at the heaven above
Imagine the angels dancing with love
If you look even closer i'm sure you will see
Beautiful angels swaying so free
Angels so radiant they light up the sky
Dancing to the choir singing the sweet by and by
Angels sway softly in robes spun out of gold
Spreading star dust as they dance on their toes
Slippers on their feet as they leap
Dancing on the startips looking so sweet
Next time you look at the stars twinkling so bright
Imagine the angels dancing in the moonlight
LOVE 4 ELLIE
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So So Sorry......
My heart goes out to you Eve. You story touched my heart and I am nearly in tears sweetheart. May God keep you and your family strong with all you are going through. My husband passed of cancer on 19 Jan last year and it is so heartbreaking to see our loved ones pass this way. I am going to light a candle alongside Terry's this evening for your Precious Angel Ellie and for your family. God Bless you and your Angels - Jean xxx
GOD BLESS YOU BEAUTIFUL ANGEL
Aww poor little girl such a beautiful litle face life is so cruel well Ellie sweetheart you sure was a little hero you fought to the end .Well now angel you play in gods beautfiful garden where only angels see free from any pain .God Bless You Sweetheart all my love Anne xxx
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