| Location | Sheffield |
| Age | 6 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 08/08/2001 |
| Date of Death | 07/10/2007 |
| Visitors | 9,462 since 24/10/2007 |
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My Precious Princess My brave little Granddaughter who lost her fight with Cancer on Oct 7th 2007. I
miss her so much. This is my tribute to My brave little Princess
from the proudest Nanna Ever.
I knew Ellie was going to be a girl whilst her Mum was still carrying her no idea how i knew but
after 3 lovely Sons a girl was the icing on the cake .I have her scan picture and I wrote on it My
Princess and dated it and her Mum still had 4 mths to go . On
8th August,, Ellie came into this world Gorgeous!!!! .Right all pretty dresses and little shoes was
on the agenda .Not for long though as soon as Ellie could choose herself it was jeans & trainers as
bad as the boys lol.She had her own opinions at an early age and let you know it ,,,She was my
shadow i washed the dishes Ellie dried always by my side if not in my bed.Ellie was a treasure to be
with ,,,,Her cheeky smile would melt your heart and she soon had you wrapped around her
finger,,,,,,
Ellie came for a holiday to Malta and wasnt well on her return to the Uk she was admitted to
hospital and after suspected appendicities the outcome was that Ellie had suspected Leukemia after
numerous tests D day arrived ,,,,.On Andys( Ellies Daddy )Birthday April 27th 2005 we took Ellie to
find out the test results .How can your brain fool you all the signs were there but I refused to
believe it could happen to Her !!!!!!! .Andy ,Ellie sleeping on
my knees due to the morphine & all the medication and I went into the Drs room and he asked me to
take Ellie outside i still didnt click what was happening .I sat staring at Ellie and the door
handle waiting for Andrew to come out and say its all a mistake .Well Andy came out about 45 mins
later and I said is it Leukemia he said no and for 1 sec my heart jumped Thank God i thought till
Andy said I wish it was.His eyes red from crying his face is still very vivid .
It was Neuroblastoma Ellie the Drs said had a 20-25 percent chance of surviving the terrible illness
. She went through hell as we all did my heart would bleed watching her .She was too young to go
through all that pain ,,,,Why Her !!!!! I asked every day & prayed leave her alone Take me please
but just leave her alone .,,,The one & only thing she complained about and she really hated was the
feed tube in her nose .( Nanna worked that out didnt i Ellie ),,,,,All though the odds was against
her she survived this and went into remmision for around 12 weeks.That was Ellie stack the odds
against her and boy would she fight .
December 2006 ,
Ellie was readmitted to hospital to the worst news anyone would ever want to hear It was back and
terminal I felt like someone had put a knife through my heart ,,,,,,.We were all totally devastated
Back to fighting but against no odds this time .She fought like crazy for 10 months and sadly the
Cancer won .When she was very close to dying i went back to Malta did i want to see her actually go?
I was terrified at the thought of losing her.I still did not want to believe it,,,,,, Sounds crazy i
know but the thought of it actually occuring terrified me ,, So Two flights in less than 18 hours
back to the Uk and im glad i did .All of us was with her no one knowing what to say or do ,,, I
rubbed her little ears as this is how she used to sleep & cuddled her tight willing her to remain
with us .The worst thing i have ever seen in my whole life Seeing her laid there and being utterly
useless was agonising.,,, The nurse told me she had waited for me to be there .No idea if it was
true but nice of her to say it I really believe she did .......Im the proudest Nanna ever to have
known My Precious Princess even for way too short a time .She graced this earth not long enough .She
is one in a million in my eyes always was & always will be .
Shes Loved way to Deeply ever to be forgotten .I pray shes happy with her little Angel Friends as
she really deserves Happiness.Shes My Love, My life, My Princess .xxxxxxx
Sent with love ♥
Why when your so special
Why when your so young
Everybody loved you,
And your life had just begun,
♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Why do we have trouble sleeping,
Have tears on our pillow case
Its because we long to see you
With that smile upon your face,
♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Why did you have to leave us,
Why did we have to part,
The worse day of our life that day,
And it really broke our heart.
♥⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Your everything.
As i look up to the sky
I see your smiling face
Theres a twinkle in your eyes
Then its gone without a trace
As i look out to the sea
And watch the waves come in
I can see you swimming there
Its a race that you must win
As i look out into the night
Your a star that shines so bright
It lights up all the dark sky
And its then i know that your alright.
As i look out your everything
All wrapped up in one
And you my angel with white wings
Your memory shall always live on
GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART,SLEEP TIGHT.
☆ Tiny stars, shining bright, its time for me to say good night. So close your eyes, and snuggle up tight, I'm wishing you sweet dreams tonight ★
GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART. X
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┊ ┊┊ ★ Sweet ♥ Dreams ♥ ★ Darling ★
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┊ ★ God Bless.
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LOTS OF LOVE, JADE.X
NIGHT ANGEL
♥ *★ *♥★♥
♥ They Say There Is A Reason⊱♥⊰
♥*★
⊱♥⊰They say there is no reason
They say time will heal⊱♥⊰
⊱♥⊰But neither time nor reason
Will change the way we feel...⊱♥⊰
⊱♥⊰For no-one knows the heartache
That lies behind our smiles⊱♥⊰
⊱♥⊰No-one knows how many times
We have broken down and cried...⊱♥⊰
⊱♥⊰We want to tell you something
so there won't be any doubt,⊱♥⊰
⊱♥⊰you're so wonderful to think of
but so hard to be without...♥⊱♥⊰
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NIGHT ANGEL
♥I will sing a lullaby♥
♥When sleep will not come♥
♥I will hold your hand♥
♥Through good times and bad♥
♥I will brush away your tears♥
♥When emotions begin to flood♥
♥For I am your Guardian Angel.♥
♥I will watch over your soul♥
♥Should it ever go astray ♥
♥I will always hold your heart♥
♥Even after judgement day♥
♥I will comfort your sadness♥
♥And keep your pain at bay♥
♥For I am your Guardian Angel♥
♥I will always be there♥
♥No matter when you call♥
♥I will be the one♥
♥Who helps you through it all♥
♥I am the one sent by God♥
♥To always watch over you♥
♥For I am your Guardian Angel♥
♥I am your Guardian Angel.♥
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I think of you so often
And I think of you with love
I think about you watching me
From heaven up above
I think of you so often
But sometimes it’s with tears
As I recall the loving times
We had throughout the years
I think of you so often
And long to you see your face
Laughing eyes and sense of fun
No one can take your place
I think of you so often
It breaks my heart to know
That you are in another place
Where I am not ready to go
I think of you so often
But know that one sweet day
We will be together again
And I will get to say
‘I love you xxxx
I'll Remember You
I'll remember you in sunshine
Its rays warming earth and sky
I'll remember you in bird's graceful wings
As they glide and flutter by
I'll remember you in the summer breeze
And in softly falling rain
I'll remember you in dark storm clouds
The rainbow's picture frame
I'll remember you in blossoms and fields
And in gentle streams that flow
I'll remember you in all that lives...
All that brings life...that grows
I'll remember you in the mountains
When golden leaves fall at my feet
I'll remember you when glowing sunsets
Cast sparkling embers on the beach
with love xxx
love always
lots of love x
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THIS CANDLE IS LIT WITH LOADS OF LOVE,
SENDING IT UP TO YOU, IN HEAVEN ABOVE.
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~♥x♥~ ~♥x♥~ ~♥x♥~ ~♥x♥~
♥It shouldn't have been
you,♥
To everyone, that's
clear,♥
and I hate living with
the fact,♥
That my angle's not
here.♥
So much time has gone
by♥,
Without seeing your
face,♥
Your cheeky smile,
Sparkling eyes♥
and your warm, loving
embrace.♥
But the sky glitters
bright,♥
and the stars always
shine,♥
I hope I'm in your
thoughts,♥
Because your always in
mine.♥
So this is for you,♥
The brightest star in
the sky.♥
I will love you more and
more,♥
With each day that goes
by.♥
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY
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