| Location | Sheffield |
| Age | 6 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 08/08/2001 |
| Date of Death | 07/10/2007 |
| Visitors | 9,463 since 24/10/2007 |
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My Precious Princess My brave little Granddaughter who lost her fight with Cancer on Oct 7th 2007. I
miss her so much. This is my tribute to My brave little Princess
from the proudest Nanna Ever.
I knew Ellie was going to be a girl whilst her Mum was still carrying her no idea how i knew but
after 3 lovely Sons a girl was the icing on the cake .I have her scan picture and I wrote on it My
Princess and dated it and her Mum still had 4 mths to go . On
8th August,, Ellie came into this world Gorgeous!!!! .Right all pretty dresses and little shoes was
on the agenda .Not for long though as soon as Ellie could choose herself it was jeans & trainers as
bad as the boys lol.She had her own opinions at an early age and let you know it ,,,She was my
shadow i washed the dishes Ellie dried always by my side if not in my bed.Ellie was a treasure to be
with ,,,,Her cheeky smile would melt your heart and she soon had you wrapped around her
finger,,,,,,
Ellie came for a holiday to Malta and wasnt well on her return to the Uk she was admitted to
hospital and after suspected appendicities the outcome was that Ellie had suspected Leukemia after
numerous tests D day arrived ,,,,.On Andys( Ellies Daddy )Birthday April 27th 2005 we took Ellie to
find out the test results .How can your brain fool you all the signs were there but I refused to
believe it could happen to Her !!!!!!! .Andy ,Ellie sleeping on
my knees due to the morphine & all the medication and I went into the Drs room and he asked me to
take Ellie outside i still didnt click what was happening .I sat staring at Ellie and the door
handle waiting for Andrew to come out and say its all a mistake .Well Andy came out about 45 mins
later and I said is it Leukemia he said no and for 1 sec my heart jumped Thank God i thought till
Andy said I wish it was.His eyes red from crying his face is still very vivid .
It was Neuroblastoma Ellie the Drs said had a 20-25 percent chance of surviving the terrible illness
. She went through hell as we all did my heart would bleed watching her .She was too young to go
through all that pain ,,,,Why Her !!!!! I asked every day & prayed leave her alone Take me please
but just leave her alone .,,,The one & only thing she complained about and she really hated was the
feed tube in her nose .( Nanna worked that out didnt i Ellie ),,,,,All though the odds was against
her she survived this and went into remmision for around 12 weeks.That was Ellie stack the odds
against her and boy would she fight .
December 2006 ,
Ellie was readmitted to hospital to the worst news anyone would ever want to hear It was back and
terminal I felt like someone had put a knife through my heart ,,,,,,.We were all totally devastated
Back to fighting but against no odds this time .She fought like crazy for 10 months and sadly the
Cancer won .When she was very close to dying i went back to Malta did i want to see her actually go?
I was terrified at the thought of losing her.I still did not want to believe it,,,,,, Sounds crazy i
know but the thought of it actually occuring terrified me ,, So Two flights in less than 18 hours
back to the Uk and im glad i did .All of us was with her no one knowing what to say or do ,,, I
rubbed her little ears as this is how she used to sleep & cuddled her tight willing her to remain
with us .The worst thing i have ever seen in my whole life Seeing her laid there and being utterly
useless was agonising.,,, The nurse told me she had waited for me to be there .No idea if it was
true but nice of her to say it I really believe she did .......Im the proudest Nanna ever to have
known My Precious Princess even for way too short a time .She graced this earth not long enough .She
is one in a million in my eyes always was & always will be .
Shes Loved way to Deeply ever to be forgotten .I pray shes happy with her little Angel Friends as
she really deserves Happiness.Shes My Love, My life, My Princess .xxxxxxx
xxxxxx
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~A butterfly came floating by and I thought I knew its face, it landed on my shoulder and spread its wings of lace, I looked and saw it smiling as it winked and flew away, i'm sure I heard it whisper we WILL meet again one day ~goodnight and God bless xxx
~~ ♥ ~~ WHATS IT LIKE THIS PAIN ~~ ♥ ~~
IT'S LIKE:
A hole with no bottom
A hill with no top
A road with no bend
A night with no end.
It's as if its not happened
It's as if its not true
Its' as if its a dream
Yet a numbness seeps through.
There's a feeling of emptiness
A gap to be filled
There's a feeling of loneliness
That cannot be filled.
They say time"s a healer
How long will it take?
I cant see it ending
It's a permanent ache.
Life has no meaning
Yet it as to go on
I find it so hard
I feel so alone.
No one will ever know
The depth of my sorrow
I just have to trust
There'll be a better tomorrow.
May god give me strength
To keep on going
To get through this pain
To feel real again.
I'll never get over it
Of that I am sure
But I'll give time a chance
And hope for a cure.
Time's without end
Love is too
I'll never forget you
I'll always miss you...
~~ ♥ ~~ THATS WHAT ITS LIKE ~~ ♥ ~~
SENT WITH LOVE
Sent with love
♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
I believe in Angels
I wish it wasnt true,
We didnt want an Angel
We only wanted you,
♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
Youve left behind our broken hearts.
Our thoughts and photos too.
We didnt want a memory
We only wanted you .
♥.•** •.♥.•** •.♥.♥ ♥
Sweet Dreams Beautiful Angel.xXxXx
♥ If i could wish upon a star ♥
♥ I would wish for you back here ♥
♥ I know you're happy where you are ♥
♥ But i miss you and want you near ♥
♥ Although i see you everyday ♥
♥ In my thoughts and in my dreams ♥
♥ I miss you more than words can say ♥
♥ It just gets worse, it seems ♥
♥ I try to be strong for others around ♥
♥ But all i want to do is cry ♥
♥ I just sit for hours by myself ♥
♥ And ask the question 'Why'? ♥
♥ It's the strongest pain I've ever felt ♥
♥ I don't think I could describe it ♥
♥ Although I try, I do my best ♥
♥ I don't think that I can hide it ♥
♥ My life will never be the same ♥
♥ That's why it's hard to bear ♥
♥ Because since the day you left us ♥
♥ I think that life's not fair ♥
♥ Some things seem not to matter now ♥
♥ Even things that mattered before ♥
♥ You have no idea what I would give up ♥
♥ To make this pain less sore ♥
♥ People say we'll meet again ♥
♥ And yeah I know that's true ♥
♥ But I wish it didn't have to be this way ♥
♥ Because you know how much I miss you ♥
♥ I love you with all my heart and soul ♥
♥ And there's one thing you need to know ♥
♥ There's not one person in the human race ♥
♥ That could ever take your place ♥
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Have you ever truly heard
an angel whisper in your ear?
their voices are soft and comforting
letting you know you have nothing to fear...
If you listen very carefully
you might just hear their sweet voice
whispering to you of gods perfect love
and all things that make you rejoice...
They do their very best
to always watch over you
to keep you safe and happy
in everything you do...
So next time you feel lonely
kind of scared or feeling blue
just whisper to your angel
and listen...for they will whisper back to you...
☆.•*☆.•*☆.•*☆.•*☆.•*☆.•*☆.•*☆.•*☆
Every day and every night
when you feel the need to hold me tight.
Just blow a kiss into the sky
for i will be that close by.
In the heavens throughout the day
i watch over you and hear you pray.
I see you smile and shed a tear
for you know that I'm still near.
I am the angel of your eye
I am your angel in the sky
☆.•*☆.•*☆.•*☆.•*☆.•*☆.•*☆.•*☆.•*☆
MY PRINCESS XXXXXX
MY PRINCESS NO-ONE COULD EVER LOVE YOU MORE
FOR YOU ARE THE ONE I LOVE AND ADORE
I MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY
SOME TIMES ITS SO HARD TO GET THOUGH THE DAY
KNOWING THAT YOU ARE NOW WITH THE ANGELS AT REST
I WILL PROMISE TO DO MY VERY BEST
FOR IN THE END MY DREAM WILL COME TRUE
THAT WILL BE THE DAY THAT I JOIN YOU
SWEET DREAMS FOR NOW I WILL SAY GOODNIGHT
SO MY PRINCESS KEEP SHINING BRIGHT
REMEMBER I LOVE YOU WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART
ONE DAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER NO LONGER APART
My Nanna
Ask My Nanna How She Is...
My Nanna, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Nanna how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Nanna how she is,
She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night ?
Ask my Nanna how she is,
She seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Nanna how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For God's sake Nan, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.
She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am here in Heaven.
I cannot hug her from here.
If she lies to you, don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.
On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Nanna,
With all the lies you told!"
Love Donna xx
NIGHT ANGEL
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GOODNIGHT SWEET DREAMS ANGEL XXX
Whenever I daydream,
and day dream I do,
In my secret garden,
I dream of you.
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I day dream of you,
In a faraway land,
hugging me tight
and holding my hand.
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Holding my hand
and touching my face.
Just you and me
In this peaceful place.
~
In this peaceful place
a pristine river flows,
where the unicorns run
and a breeze always blows.
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A breeze always blows,
and sings of a song,
Our love in a place
Where you're never gone.
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Where you're never gone
Is as it would seem,
from dusk till dawn,
Whenever I day dream.
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And whenever I day dream,
and day dream I do,
In my secret garden,
I day dream of you.
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