Ellie Princess Stockwell

2001 - 2007
LocationSheffield
Age6 years
Cause of DeathCancer
Date of Birth08/08/2001
Date of Death07/10/2007
Visitors9,465 since 24/10/2007
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My Precious Princess My brave little Granddaughter who lost her fight with Cancer on Oct 7th 2007. I
miss her so much. This is my tribute to My brave little Princess
from the proudest Nanna Ever.
I knew Ellie was going to be a girl whilst her Mum was still carrying her no idea how i knew but
after 3 lovely Sons a girl was the icing on the cake .I have her scan picture and I wrote on it My
Princess and dated it and her Mum still had 4 mths to go . On
8th August,, Ellie came into this world Gorgeous!!!! .Right all pretty dresses and little shoes was
on the agenda .Not for long though as soon as Ellie could choose herself it was jeans & trainers as
bad as the boys lol.She had her own opinions at an early age and let you know it ,,,She was my
shadow i washed the dishes Ellie dried always by my side if not in my bed.Ellie was a treasure to be
with ,,,,Her cheeky smile would melt your heart and she soon had you wrapped around her
finger,,,,,,
Ellie came for a holiday to Malta and wasnt well on her return to the Uk she was admitted to
hospital and after suspected appendicities the outcome was that Ellie had suspected Leukemia after
numerous tests D day arrived ,,,,.On Andys( Ellies Daddy )Birthday April 27th 2005 we took Ellie to
find out the test results .How can your brain fool you all the signs were there but I refused to
believe it could happen to Her !!!!!!! .Andy ,Ellie sleeping on
my knees due to the morphine & all the medication and I went into the Drs room and he asked me to
take Ellie outside i still didnt click what was happening .I sat staring at Ellie and the door
handle waiting for Andrew to come out and say its all a mistake .Well Andy came out about 45 mins
later and I said is it Leukemia he said no and for 1 sec my heart jumped Thank God i thought till
Andy said I wish it was.His eyes red from crying his face is still very vivid .

It was Neuroblastoma Ellie the Drs said had a 20-25 percent chance of surviving the terrible illness
. She went through hell as we all did my heart would bleed watching her .She was too young to go
through all that pain ,,,,Why Her !!!!! I asked every day & prayed leave her alone Take me please
but just leave her alone .,,,The one & only thing she complained about and she really hated was the
feed tube in her nose .( Nanna worked that out didnt i Ellie ),,,,,All though the odds was against
her she survived this and went into remmision for around 12 weeks.That was Ellie stack the odds
against her and boy would she fight .

December 2006 ,
Ellie was readmitted to hospital to the worst news anyone would ever want to hear It was back and
terminal I felt like someone had put a knife through my heart ,,,,,,.We were all totally devastated
Back to fighting but against no odds this time .She fought like crazy for 10 months and sadly the
Cancer won .When she was very close to dying i went back to Malta did i want to see her actually go?
I was terrified at the thought of losing her.I still did not want to believe it,,,,,, Sounds crazy i
know but the thought of it actually occuring terrified me ,, So Two flights in less than 18 hours
back to the Uk and im glad i did .All of us was with her no one knowing what to say or do ,,, I
rubbed her little ears as this is how she used to sleep & cuddled her tight willing her to remain
with us .The worst thing i have ever seen in my whole life Seeing her laid there and being utterly
useless was agonising.,,, The nurse told me she had waited for me to be there .No idea if it was
true but nice of her to say it I really believe she did .......Im the proudest Nanna ever to have
known My Precious Princess even for way too short a time .She graced this earth not long enough .She
is one in a million in my eyes always was & always will be .
Shes Loved way to Deeply ever to be forgotten .I pray shes happy with her little Angel Friends as
she really deserves Happiness.Shes My Love, My life, My Princess .xxxxxxx


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Good night my darling xxxxxxxx

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Good night precious Ellie love you to the moon and all the way back xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Anji C May 22, 2009

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Most people walk in and out of your life.

......oooO.......... ....
.....(....).....Oooo ...
......)../.....(.... )....
.....(_/.......)../. ....
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But only Loved ones leave footprints
in your heart. xxxxx

Anji C May 16, 2009

GOOD NIGHT ANGEL

☆♥SHINING STAR ☆♥

Over the rainbow, way up high, ☆♥
past fluffy white clouds the angel babies fly. ☆♥
With the sun's golden rays shining bright overhead,☆♥
tumble and bumble they bounce out of bed.☆♥
Good morning, sun! The day has begun!☆♥
With delicate wings and sweet little faces,☆♥
they dance and they play and they race flying races☆♥.
Then, swooping and looping down through a cloud,☆♥
or sliding and riding and singing out loud,☆♥
wiggle and giggle some fast and some slow,☆♥
the angel babies fly to the earth down below.☆♥
Not everyone knows this, but truly it's true --☆♥
little angel babies have big jobs to do! ☆♥
In gardens and meadows, they coax forth the flowers ☆♥
with sunlight and love and gentle rain showers☆♥.
In fields and forests they spread soft white wings,☆♥
sharing kindness and joy with all living things.☆♥
Small animal babies in quiet green places ☆♥
rejoice in warm smiles from sweet angel faces.☆♥
In backyards and baskets, on fireside rugs,☆♥
small creatures are cuddles in soft angel hugs.☆♥
Soon evening is bright with red-orange light☆♥,
and day slowly fades to make way for the night.☆♥
As good little children curl up in their beds, ☆♥
the angels bring sweet dreams to young sleepyheads.☆♥
Then the sound of a horn only angels can hear ☆♥
calls out to them all -- here and there, far and near. ☆♥
It beckons them back from wherever they roam: ☆♥
Work is done for the day! Now it's time to go home.☆♥
Blinking and winking, bright stars in the sky ☆♥
twinkle and shine as the angels fly by -- so softly singing a sweet lullaby. ☆♥
Yawning and stretching, they climb in their beds☆♥.
Cloud blankets warm bodies, cloud pillows rest heads.☆♥
Snuggled in tight with the moon shining bright☆♥
sleep tight, sweet dreams, good night angel ☆♥
Good Night. ☆♥

LOVE ALWAYS JADE xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Jade Hamilton (GTS Friend) May 16, 2009

NIGHT ANGEL

☆ A SHINING STAR ☆

When I Had To Leave You
I Didn't Go Too Far☆
Look Up To The Heavens
I'm A Brillant Shining Star☆

May This Light Show You
As It Glistens From Above☆
A Very Special Thank~You
When You Lifted Me With Love☆

A Little Star That Brightly Shines☆
A Star That's Free From Pain☆
Held Gently In Gods Loving Arms☆
Until We Meet Again

As You Go On Your Journey☆
Be The Best That You Can Be☆
And Know That God Is There For You☆
As He Is Here For Me

When We Miss Each Other
And Want Each Other Near
You Shine Your Light ☆Upon The Earth
And I'll Shine My Light Up Here☆

So We Will Always Remember☆
When We Seem So Far Apart☆
To Shine Our Lights Together☆
With Love Inside Our Hearts☆

Jade Hamilton (GTS Friend) May 15, 2009

WHEN ANGELS CAME FROM HEAVEN

When angels came from heaven
And flew away with you
We were left heartbroken
Not knowing what to do

There was no warning signs
Just a pair of pure white wings
And now we miss you very much
And all the joy you used to bring

We feel an empty space inside
Its a place you used to be
And no one can replace you ever
Even though now your free

We keep asking the same question
Why did it have to be you
But theres never any answers
So what more can we do

We just hold on to your memorys
And keep that space open for you
And when we meet again some day
Our skys shall all turn blue

We miss you more each day that passes
As absence makes the heart grow stronger
And we shall love you forever more
No matter where you wander.
FLY HIGH ANGEL FOR NOW YOU ARE FREE
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Anji C May 12, 2009

such a lovely girl!!

Hi ellie,
Just read what your nanna has wrote about you, you were obviously a wonderful girl and loved by everyone. I didnt know you darling but I had to leave a tribute to such a gorgeous wee girl. I hope you are having a good time up there.
Rest in peace and God Bless you darling
xxx

Nelly G May 12, 2009

My Nanna

My Nanna
Ask My Nanna How She Is...

My Nanna, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.

Ask my Nanna how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain.

Ask my Nanna how she is,
She'll say "I'm alright."
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night ?

Ask my Nanna how she is,
She seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.

Ask my Nanna how she is,
"I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping."
For God's sake Nan, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.

She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.

I am here in Heaven.
I cannot hug her from here.
If she lies to you, don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.

On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Nanna,
With all the lies you told!"

Love Donna xx

Eve Bajada (Nana) May 9, 2009

GOOD NIGHT ELLIE XXXXXXX

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Anji C April 29, 2009

The wings of an angel come from God above,
and opened wide are wings of love.
The wings of an angel to help us cope,
bring peace, love, faith and hope.
The wings of an angel to comfort thee,
but God's sweet love is what we see.
The wings of an angel I'll pray for you,
that the wings of love will see you through...

Anji C April 13, 2009

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......... ) ` - . .> ' `( ....... sadness over losing you
........ / . . . .`.. . . .. ........ there is joy in knowing that
........ |. . . . . |. . .| ......... you continue to enrich our
......... .. . . . ./ . ./ ........... lives even though you are no
........... `=(.. /.=` ........... longer physically with us this
............. `-;`.-' ............. rose is for you may it serve as
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................. || ...LOVE...........
................. |/ .ALWAYS .............

Anji C April 5, 2009
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