| Location | Sheffield |
| Age | 6 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 08/08/2001 |
| Date of Death | 07/10/2007 |
| Visitors | 14,399 since 24/10/2007 |
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My Precious Princess My brave little Granddaughter who lost her fight with Cancer on Oct 7th 2007. I miss her so much. This is my tribute to My brave little Princess from the proudest Nan ever.
I knew Ellie was going to be a girl whilst her Mum was still carrying her no idea how i knew but after being blessed with my lovely Sons a girl was the icing on the cake .I have her scan picture and I wrote on it My Princess and dated it and her Mum still had 4 mths to go . On 8th August,, Ellie came into this world Gorgeous!!!! .Right all pretty dresses and little shoes was on the agenda .Not for long though as soon as Ellie could choose herself it was jeans & trainers as bad as the boys lol.She had her own opinions at an early age and let you know it ,,,She was my shadow i washed the dishes Ellie dried always by my side if not in my bed....Ellie was a treasure to be with her cheeky smile would melt your heart and she soon had you wrapped around her finger,,,,,,
Ellie came for a holiday to Malta and wasnt well ...On her return to the Uk she was admitted to hospital and after suspected appendicities the outcome was that Ellie had suspected Leukemia after numerous tests D day arrived ,On Andys( Ellies Daddy )Birthday April 27th 2005 Andy & I took Ellie to find out the test results .How can your brain fool you all the signs were there but I refused to believe it could happen to Her ! . Andy ,Ellie sleeping on my knees due to the morphine & all the medication and I went into the Drs room and he asked me to take Ellie outside i still didnt click what was happening .I sat staring at Ellie and the door handle waiting for Andrew to come out and say its all a mistake . Andy came out about 45 mins later and I said is it Leukemia he said no and for 1 sec my heart jumped Thank God i thought till Andy said I wish it was.His eyes red from crying his face is still very vivid .
It was Neuroblastoma Ellie the Drs said had a 20-25 percent chance of surviving the terrible illness . She went through hell as we all did my heart would bleed watching her .She was too young to go through all that pain ,,,,Why Her !!! I asked every day & prayed leave her alone Take me please but just leave her alone .,,,The one & only thing she complained about and she really hated was the feed tube in her nose .( I worked that out didnt i Ellie ),,,,,All though the odds was against her she survived this and went into remmision for around 12 weeks.That was Ellie stack the odds against her and boy would she fight .
December 2006 ,
Ellie was readmitted to hospital to the worst news anyone would ever want to hear It was back and terminal I felt like someone had put a knife through my heart ,,,,,Take her home and give her a Good Christmas we was told ....,.We were all totally devastated Back to fighting but against no odds this time .She fought like crazy for 10 months and sadly the Cancer won .When she was very close to dying i went back to Malta did i want to see her actually go? I was terrified at the thought of losing her.I still did not want to believe it,,,,,, Sounds crazy i know but the thought of it actually occuring terrified me ,, So Two flights in less than 18 hours back to the Uk and im glad i did .All of us was with her no one knowing what to say or do ,,, I rubbed her little ears as this is how she used to sleep & cuddled her tight willing her to remain with us .The worst thing i have ever seen in my whole life Seeing her laid there and being utterly useless was agonising.,,, The nurse told me she had waited for me to be there ....No idea if it was true but nice of her to say it I really believe she did ......Sadly she slipped away from us .....Im the proudest Nan ever to have known My Precious Princess even for way too short a time .She graced this earth not long enough .She is one in a million in my eyes always was & always will be .
Shes Loved way to Deeply ever to be forgotten .I pray shes happy with her little Angel Friends as she really deserves Happiness.Shes My Love, My life, My Princess .xxxxxxx
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As a new year starts and an old one ends,
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Remembering how they enriched our lives
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♥ ♥.........Thanks for being one of the reasons I'll have a Happy New Year!...................................................................................♥ ♥
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ALL MY LOVE TO ALL MY ANGLES
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Here's a festive greeting
Thats as special as they come
So from my family to yours,
May your day be filled with fun
And happy memories from yesteryear.
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(( HAPPY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL HAPPY NEW YEAR .))
I would like to thank you all of you my dear friends for ever thing you do for my angles love you all big hugs. It helps to know you all care and love them too and understand to all of you are my support and help keep me going love you all for that take care all my love Sylvie bye for now.
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Thinking of you at Christmastime
You're in my thoughts today
You've only gone to Heaven
To watch over us each day.
Today we'll spend together
just like we always do
I'm sending Christmas Wishes
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from me to you.
Christmas blessings
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GOODNIGHT GODBLESS ANGEL ~
`♥ Christmas Without You`♥
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Christmas without you here with me,
can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
one so precious, who has your name.
An Angel forever watching over me,
at Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
inside my heart, you are so very near.
There is no special present for you,
wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
all the love you can still feel from me.
No, Christmas time without you here,
could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
and the memories and love, will remain.
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All my love Sylvie
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I dread these days its natural i expect ....Miss you so much Princess you really took a large chunk of my heart 4 years ago today ...No one knows yes i smile and go through the routine but it hurts so much Ellie ..Send me a hug i'm in need of one today baby girl xxxxx
~* 8th AUGUST 2011 ~*
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLIE
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~R.I.P~ Angel xxxx
BUTTERFLIES BRING A SMILE........
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WHEN I WATCH ALL THE BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLIES THEY BRING A SMILE TO MY FACE
EACH OF THEM FLYING AROUND MY GARDEN EACH ONE SO FULL OF GRACE
THESE ARE LITTLE MOMENTS WHEN I FIND SOLACE AND PEACE
WHEN I SEE ALL THESE PERFECT BUTTERFLIES MY HEART FINDS SOME KIND OF RELEASE
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RELEASE FROM ALL THE HURTING FROM ALL THE TEARS DEEP INSIDE
SOME HOW JUST WATCHING THE BUTTERFLIES I FEEL MY ANGEL BY MY SIDE
I WATCH THEM FLY SO HIGH THEY SEEM TO LOOK BACK AND KNOW
THAT I NEED TO A CLOSER LOOK AT THEM SO THEY PUT ON A SHOW
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THEY ARE SO FULL OF BEAUTY THAT OTHERS FAIL TO EVEN SEE
ARE THESE BUTTERFLIES SENT FROM HEAVEN HAVE THEY BEEN SENT TO ME
YES I WILL ALWAYS SEEK OUT EACH BUTTERFLY WINGS MADE FROM GOLDEN LACE
IN MY BROKEN HEART ALL THESE BUTTERFLIES HOLD A VERY SPECAIL PLACE.........
copyright Rosalind Roberts 20/5/2011
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